Ok so the application thing was a joke ha ha
I get in those moods u know; those times when
I wanna give in and fall into the masses. But that
Would take me off track totally. love is not completely
Absent from my heart, that's just a defense mechanism.
I just need to be focused on propeling my life forward.
Men always seem to complicate my life and cause me to loose
Focus. Along with the headaches and betrayal most men
Have brought me there is also a nice confort that comes with having
A love life (not to meantion stress relieve). But still I
Know whole heartedly, that confort is not worth loosing
My focus. I will not allow myself to let another man
Put the 'man mind control voodoo' on me.