God help us all

this world is crazy and that is manly due to the beings that inhabit it. at this point even if the part my heart that allows me to love a companion wasn't frozen; i would still be scared to let someone into my life. i keep seeing the ways of people around me for what they are good and bad. it's been awhile since thought good b4 bad I'm making progress;-) i know this entry is vague and difficult to figure but i make sense 90-80% of the time. i'm allowed vague days