stare at the devil

i once heard that if u stare in the mirror long enough you'll see the devil. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm?????? idk about that i guess it depends on who's looking in the mirror. i realized that i can't figure out who i am by looking in the mirror. i just find more things to obsess over and that can't be healthy. i feel myself changing and become someone i always wanted to be.....myself. I've always felt second rate and so much less than those around me i guess that may be the reason why so many people have treated me like a doormat, but there is no need for violins for me because I've learned alot how about a violin solo for those who've mistreated me how sad they won't experience the beautiful world of mine but have to watch from afar with limited details. i figure my problem was staring at them.......they are the devils.